Post by Kelly Ann on Jan 21, 2009 5:13:10 GMT -5
Hi. I'm Kelly Ann. One of my friends gave me a link to this forum in hopes that I may get some answers.
Right now I'm only 15 and have been experiencing weird things. In 2006 I started hearing a voice. The voice sounded like my own, but didn't. That voice told me that someone was going to die. At first I discarded it as my overactive imagination. For 3 months this voice repeated it's self. After a the first month in a half it told me some one would die, then by the next month and a half it switched to some important will die. After a while I thought I was having some kind of mental health problem. On October 11th, 2006, the pitcher for the New York Yankees died when his plane crashed into a high rise in New York. That morning of the crash , the voice stopped. When I heard about it I almost had a heart attack, because I knew that's what the voice was about.
The voice came back at other times, like when every day people would die. I would hear it for a while telling me someone would die of something and then look at the obituaries and see that person and read that exact way they died.
The next voice about the next big death came the day of the death of the race horse Eight Belles. The entire day it told me that she was going to die. I thought it was me being paranoid about the death of Barbaro. When I watched the race and saw her go down, I screamed, because I knew it was going to happen. I had the chance to stop it. I could have made calls telling people to postpone the race, but I didn't and I still feel guilty because if I had called, she might be alive today.
The newest one happened yesterday. It was about the inauguration. It didn't say if someone would die, it just told me something bad would happen. I panicked because I was afraid someone would kill President Obama. The voices stopped when Ted Kennedy had his seizure. While I was afraid of a sniper attack, I overlooked the fact that Mr. Kennedy suffered from cancer and was prone to these kinds of things. Thankfully I only predicted his seizure and not his death.
I don't think my mama believes me. I don't have any real life friends who believe me and I'm scared. I don't think this gift (or cures) has fully developed yet. I have an idea as to why I might have it. It sounds crazy, but my family came from the Leads family. Mrs. Leads is the woman famous for giving birth to the New Jersey Devil. I am supposed to be either a great niece of the Jersey devil or somehow a great grandchild. Scary to think about. If there is any truth to that, it may explain how I know when bad things will happen. I really doubt it tho.
Does anyone have any answers? I want this gift to grow so it gets to the point that I can tell who will die/get hurt and at what time and what cause. I know a few people who think I'm an indigo child, if that means anything. Right now I feel helpless because I can't help anyone and I feel alone with this kind of thing.
Right now I'm only 15 and have been experiencing weird things. In 2006 I started hearing a voice. The voice sounded like my own, but didn't. That voice told me that someone was going to die. At first I discarded it as my overactive imagination. For 3 months this voice repeated it's self. After a the first month in a half it told me some one would die, then by the next month and a half it switched to some important will die. After a while I thought I was having some kind of mental health problem. On October 11th, 2006, the pitcher for the New York Yankees died when his plane crashed into a high rise in New York. That morning of the crash , the voice stopped. When I heard about it I almost had a heart attack, because I knew that's what the voice was about.
The voice came back at other times, like when every day people would die. I would hear it for a while telling me someone would die of something and then look at the obituaries and see that person and read that exact way they died.
The next voice about the next big death came the day of the death of the race horse Eight Belles. The entire day it told me that she was going to die. I thought it was me being paranoid about the death of Barbaro. When I watched the race and saw her go down, I screamed, because I knew it was going to happen. I had the chance to stop it. I could have made calls telling people to postpone the race, but I didn't and I still feel guilty because if I had called, she might be alive today.
The newest one happened yesterday. It was about the inauguration. It didn't say if someone would die, it just told me something bad would happen. I panicked because I was afraid someone would kill President Obama. The voices stopped when Ted Kennedy had his seizure. While I was afraid of a sniper attack, I overlooked the fact that Mr. Kennedy suffered from cancer and was prone to these kinds of things. Thankfully I only predicted his seizure and not his death.
I don't think my mama believes me. I don't have any real life friends who believe me and I'm scared. I don't think this gift (or cures) has fully developed yet. I have an idea as to why I might have it. It sounds crazy, but my family came from the Leads family. Mrs. Leads is the woman famous for giving birth to the New Jersey Devil. I am supposed to be either a great niece of the Jersey devil or somehow a great grandchild. Scary to think about. If there is any truth to that, it may explain how I know when bad things will happen. I really doubt it tho.
Does anyone have any answers? I want this gift to grow so it gets to the point that I can tell who will die/get hurt and at what time and what cause. I know a few people who think I'm an indigo child, if that means anything. Right now I feel helpless because I can't help anyone and I feel alone with this kind of thing.