Post by grandsol on Apr 10, 2008 20:24:28 GMT -5
Um thanks, that cleared my mind a little...I think. =]
K here's an example of how i practice psi, and how I became doubtful.
ex.1
Make 2 psiballs if I'm really doing it.
Right Hand Left Hand
Hot..................Cold
Exchange them.
I feel pressure when they switch. ( I always do from the moment I first began practicing)
Switch them back again.
...They switch back...again... on their own. I force myself to make them stay but It's extremely hard. A strong nervous feeling forms in my chest. (I ALWAYS get this nervous feeling Every Single day, whether I'm nervous or not.) When I get this feeling, I automatically doubt that it was real. (I'm a natural doubter...)
ex.2
This is quite random, but it kind of shows my concern.
I think of a large, black, heavy, metal ball on an edge of a larger cube. It's at the corner. I think of it falling down. Then, I try to place it back up again. It falls down. No matter how hard I try it falls down. I get extremely uncomfortable. I doubt everything.
Could you give me advice on how to get through these doubts? It's been accompanied by these "nervous" feelings I get. It's been happening throughout my whole life, and I feel flustered every time I try something paranormal, the whole nervous feeling comes up and I stop and doubt.
Truthfully, I doubt existence altogether. I've posted <------ before, and someone said that it's just a phase. Well this phase has been going on too long and I (want?) it to stop. I look at everything like it's nonexistent. I feel as if I'm immortal and still do (in a way.) I don't really fear death, because I want to see death, or what's beyond one's death. I'm not an atheist, but can see an atheist's point of view on life. I'm beyond the point of being "confused" with the world, but at the same time I'm not. I really need advice. If someone gives me one unknown advice that I need, I think it will change everything I think about psi, life, and everything else. That's why I'm so doubtful. I relate psi or what's "psi" to what I'm already feeling.
P.S. I'm not depressed =P
K here's an example of how i practice psi, and how I became doubtful.
ex.1
Make 2 psiballs if I'm really doing it.
Right Hand Left Hand
Hot..................Cold
Exchange them.
I feel pressure when they switch. ( I always do from the moment I first began practicing)
Switch them back again.
...They switch back...again... on their own. I force myself to make them stay but It's extremely hard. A strong nervous feeling forms in my chest. (I ALWAYS get this nervous feeling Every Single day, whether I'm nervous or not.) When I get this feeling, I automatically doubt that it was real. (I'm a natural doubter...)
ex.2
This is quite random, but it kind of shows my concern.
I think of a large, black, heavy, metal ball on an edge of a larger cube. It's at the corner. I think of it falling down. Then, I try to place it back up again. It falls down. No matter how hard I try it falls down. I get extremely uncomfortable. I doubt everything.
Could you give me advice on how to get through these doubts? It's been accompanied by these "nervous" feelings I get. It's been happening throughout my whole life, and I feel flustered every time I try something paranormal, the whole nervous feeling comes up and I stop and doubt.
Truthfully, I doubt existence altogether. I've posted <------ before, and someone said that it's just a phase. Well this phase has been going on too long and I (want?) it to stop. I look at everything like it's nonexistent. I feel as if I'm immortal and still do (in a way.) I don't really fear death, because I want to see death, or what's beyond one's death. I'm not an atheist, but can see an atheist's point of view on life. I'm beyond the point of being "confused" with the world, but at the same time I'm not. I really need advice. If someone gives me one unknown advice that I need, I think it will change everything I think about psi, life, and everything else. That's why I'm so doubtful. I relate psi or what's "psi" to what I'm already feeling.
P.S. I'm not depressed =P