Question about psionic powers

[goliath797]

Well see im going to go over my current life situation about psionics, and i have a couple questions to go along with it.

Ok, well over the past months i have turned into a living weak EMP bomb. Whenever i try to use TK, i end up either
A. Barely moving it, but at the same time disabling all small electronic devices
or
B. Have it not move at all, and disable all small electronic devices

Im very confused on how this happened. At first i used to really good with manipulating heat and TK, but now i can barely use TK, and im a living EMP

Another thing is, I think i have a one way telepathy link and a one way empathy link, i think i have a telepathic link going out, and an empathy link coming in, from almost everyone i know. I swear its really weird, how people seem to know things that i never told them. And im pretty sure they dont know how to recieve. How could i cut this off? or at least make it 2-way?

Another question is, Does being drunk do anything? I Seriously noticed that after every single time i went and got wasted with some friends (yes i know its bad, dont try to change it) My psionic powers increased or either changed. The telepathic link thing didnt happen till after 3 weeks ago, and the EMP thing till 2 months ago. Its kind of weird, does it unlock hidden powers? since being drunk makes you kind of "open minded" hence all the stupid decisions you make. I also didnt have an precog until i got drunk for the first time. Coincidence?

[The Devil's Advocate]

If you are successfully using a computer, I sincerely doubt you are actually a living EMP (EMP means Electromagnetic Pulse. Therefore EMP pulse is as redundant as ATM machine.)

You may be projecting... or your friends and family may just know you that well or have other sources of information. Don't get too paranoid just yet, you'll have plenty of opportunity in the future. And yes there's a way to deal with it: Shield. I say again: Shield! You CAN program a shield to block projection which should cut down on conduit of information. There's not much you can do, psionically, if your friends and family talk to each other regularly enough that word of what you do gets around.

My experiences with alcohol: It cuts empathic reception and boosts projection. It seems to inhibit reception (Though my evidence for this is very limited, so this evaluation may change as I gain more data.) It has not had any lasting psionic effect on me as far as what happens after I sober up. Also note: It is not necessary to get completely drunk, and I have discovered that it is harder to get drunk when overloading, just like severe pain will 'neutralize' (effectively) certain thresholds of painkillers. If you want more information, PM me as I think I may be pushing the moderator's good graces by discussing this in this much detail.

~The Devil's Advocate

[goliath797]

1. Yes about the EMP thing, i know, im using a computer, but of course, if i could shut off computers i wouldnt be here would I? Being able to break a computer using electromagnetic pulses would be pretty hard, Im saying really really small objects. Clocks, watches, occasionally cell phones and cameras start to glitch up, which could be natural. I cant think of any examples at the moment i'll bring more along, o yea and streetlights

2. Shielding / Failure for me, i turn into some emo person.

3. Alcohol, i also learned from the hospital i have a split personality disorder thing. Lets just sayim like "the hulk" except i dont turn all green and stuff. They told me when i was in the ambulance i fought off the cop, while drunk (i blew a .14) and im a lightweight. They also strapped me down initially with 2 belts, i supposedly broke 1 and loosened the other, to the point where they strapped me down with 3-5, and by the time i got to the hospital i had regained full control What is projection

[The Devil's Advocate]

1) It would affect the computer if you actually were EMPing.

2) You need to work on fine tuning the sheild. You can put up a shield that ONLY blocks projection, which shouldn't mess with your head. Just prevent you from accidentally messing with anyone else's head. You can also create 'semipermiable' shields. That is shields that block anything above a certain 'threshold' of comfort and/or anything hostile and/or constructs that are not yours or from trusted people. This usually counters the clautrophobia/depression/etc that goes with having a shield "Too Tight".

3. Ah yes, the violent drunk. I am familiar with such phenomenon. Unless they tell you you actually have multiple personality disorder it just sounds like you're a really, really, really aggressive drunk. Alcohol is a mind altering substance. Some people get rowdy. Some people get friendly (some people get much to friendly with just about anyone.) Projection is where you empathically or telepathically send out your thoughts and emotions on a higher strength than a non-psion would. It can be a general 'everyone in the area' broadcast. It can also be specifica to one person.

~The Devil's Advocate

[goliath797]

3. Im an emo drunk ive heard stories of me crying to myself until i pass out about random gibberish, also, my temper is a weird thing. I have like, a bar of anger. anything under 100% i can control, but if it hits 100% (you blow my temper) i'll turn into a psycho. It seems as if my temper goes up a LOT faster when im drunk , or it could be the personality thing

[Stony1205]

Then stop being a raging alcoholic? Honestly, if you've got personal problems, alcohol is not going to help any of your problems, as you've experienced. Alcohol really will mess you up. Now, seeing as you aren't of drinking age, I'm pretty sure admitting that you're an "emo drunk" would be against some rules here. But I digress.

Dont combine EtOH and Psionics, it wont do you any good.

~ Stony

[goliath797]

Ok well now. My powers of today.

1. I am now a living electronic freak lol. Static over phones, Tv's flashing like crazy, computers randomly turning off and turning back on. Of course those are examples of rare things. Normal things are now clocks everywhere just stop. Ive even got cell phones to get service in like underground bomb shelter rooms o.o.

2. TK is a lot better, pens papers and pencils. Even a notebook once....

3. Im working on clairvoyance, and stuff like that now. Kinda difficult, im trying though

Edit : Also, who said i drink cause of problems? Everybody has problems in life. But thats not the main reason why i drink...and i cant really "stop" being a raging drunk o.o

[wolfdancer]

Well, I somehow don't think this is benefiting anyone and the discussion of drinking is not appropriate since you are still 7 years from being legal according to your profile. This is being Gas Chambered to avoid excess clutter.

~Wolfdancer